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Saturday, April 22, 2006
So I play the victim again, without you even realising it. Wait... do you? I don't know, or maybe you just don't give a shit cos it's me, not you. Right?
This year's been such a bad year. Where's 2005? I miss you so much. If only twofour and threenine could live together at the same time, and if only I could have all the time in the world and have fun with the people I used to have with again. All that shit I used to do after school, when Nat was still around. Time moves on, and so does everyone else. If only I was smarter, and I didn't have to worry about exams, then I'll be able to catch up with those I've drifted apart from. I'm so glad Renee's back right now, and there's something for me to look forward to everyday after school. But after exams? When there'll be so much more free time, I'll be back to my sleep all day routine when she goes back. When May comes, poly starts school... which makes things even worse :(
Thank you Rachel Thong, Cheryl, Linnette, Lavania, Joanne, Lesley, Steph, Michelle, Arianna, Genia, Vicky, Bird, Rachel Chng, Julia, Stacey, Jacqueline etc etc for coming last night. It was soo bad... Oh well :(
{♥ } Zoe
7:40 PM